I thought I was done with feeling like this,

but, 

I don't.

I miss him

even though he don't know me. 

He is the apple of my eye,

He is my crush,

He is everything to me.

He's handsome,

he's gorgeous.

I can't lie to myself

He's in my mind everyday,

every second,

every minute,

every hour,

every single day,

I'm sorry,

I can't move on.